Ahhh I'm do angry still. That dancer I met last night won't get out of my head. His face, the way he moves, but most of all his words. It hurt so much. He read me so well, yet I still feel that being a whore is wrong... Well dirty anyway. He was so beautiful though, how could someone so beautiful be a whore? Why?

I feel so disgusting and dirty, it ( Read more... )

I really don't know why I'm trying to keep a journal. I never keep up with it. Looking back at the few I have on my phone they don't even make sense try are so far between.

But here is another one because if I just give up I'll never get it right. -rolls eyes-

So Uchiha corp was hacked today I felt so useless. I puttered around organizing people ( Read more... )

Okay so this was the second day of work since Itachi left and it was so busy... I LOVED IT. It feels so amazing to be working hard an keeping busy having my brain zipping along at warp speed. Lol I love star trek.

I feel sort of bad that I'm so happy and my friends are so not. Shisui is heart broken and Raidou... Poor sweet Raidou. He had got into ( Read more... )